hmmm..yesterday...felt
freaking bad....cry lor ...ofcoz...
she said bye to me mah......
what happen is that....i asked her...
if she free on monday...den she ask y?
by then...i noe that sth's gona happen...
i feel so horrible....i noe...sth BAD BAD is gonna happen..
hmmmm...
jas:y?
me:cuz...blessed's b'day bah...
jas: oh...that,i will give her de present on sunday lor
anyway,let's stay as de way we are now....
move on ur journey with out me!

idk....my tears...juz fall.....i felt so tired at heart....
den..hor...i said..."fine bah"....i also think that...
it's de best for her....no more burden from me...
idk......my tears juz keep on fallin....i tried to sleep..
but...juz cant....my heart ache like hell???

but but...i dun want to believe that...what she said..
to me in de past are all LIES........
den hor...she's not de only 1 who left me...
another 1 also....so hard to take it lor...
hmm...but at least i got...some1...who i tell
what happened....thx lotzzz....
hmmm....

some1:juz giv urself a bit mre time
....maybe after a year or so,
u will realise who ur true frens are
me :ya..time will heal de pain
some1:bt the scars will still be there
me :cant recall wat i write..
some1:the scars will remind u of wad happen
in the past
me :den it will be more pain...
some1:no,it will ensure and remind
u nv to let history repeat itself
me :dunno what i say again..
some1:take it easy..& beside u are still young


hmmm...true man...scars are most scarier thing
i want to have...hmm...but..he did help lotzz....
hmmm...stop here bah...byes!